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[Mar. 3rd, 2006|09:46 am] |
I'm soo confused.
So, I got accepted to Brooks Institute Of Photography. I should be happy right? Of course I am. But My acceptance is only for starting in September, I want to start in January. I will finish here at ICC in December, it is only logical for me to start in January. Do I go in September or wait till January and reapply???? AHHHHHH. I thought it was smart to apply early, well apparantly not at Brooks. I understand that they get tons of applications and that I am holding a spot up. I'm sad... |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|12:48 pm] |
AHHh
Bonnaroo
Radiohead
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Phil Lesh & Friends
Beck
Elvis Costello & the Imposters
Death Cab for Cutie
moe.
Bright Eyes
Bela Fleck & the Flecktones
Damian Marley
Ben Folds
Robert Randolph & the Family Band
Dr. John
Matisyahu
G. Love & Special Sauce
My Morning Jacket
Blues Traveler
The Dresden Dolls
I-Nine
Balkan Beat Box
The Cat Empire
and thats just a few. Dresden Dolls, Bright Eyes, Elivs Costello My Morning Jacket, RADIOHEAD.
Im soo excited. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2006|11:08 am] |
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A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time that we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And ill be making history like I do
You know its all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
Gah I love this picture. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|11:48 pm] |
How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I've done, I've done for you
I move the stars for no one
You've run so long
You've run so far
Your eyes can be so cruel
Just as I can be so cruel
Though I do believe in you
Yes I do
Live without the sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I, I can't live within you
I can't live within you
(sigh)
I, I can't live within you |
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| Cineri Gloria Sera Venit |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
sometimes is all i feel up to now
but it's not worth it to you
cos you gotta get high somehow
is it destruction that you require to feel?
like somebody wants you, someone that's more for real |
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| "We're goin to tha gay bar, gaayy bar." |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:22 pm] |
Shoot me.
please...
Went to the gay bar. Dressed as a gay cowboy. Not such a good idea. Though, all the gay guys who wanted to do me made me feel great about myself, and bought me tons of drinks. Guess its good to know that I always have something to fall back onto, seeing as I'm not doing too well with the opposite sex. Oregeno was hammered, I had to carry him on stage for the costume contest, which I did not win by the way.
So, I'm moving tomorrow I think, yayyy!!!
I want to sleep for days... |
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| "We're goin to tha gay bar, gaayy bar." |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:22 pm] |
Shoot me.
please...
Went to the gay bar. Dressed as a gay cowboy. Not such a good idea. Though, all the gay guys who wanted to do me made me feel great about myself, and bought me tons of drinks. Guess its good to know that I always have something to fall back onto, seeing as I'm not doing too well with the opposite sex. Oregeno was hammered, I had to carry him on stage for the costume contest, which I did not win by the way.
I want to sleep for days... |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|08:19 pm] |
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We got a new puppy today. Its a Boxer, 5 weeks old. Molly(my other dog) is adjusting to it well. Haven't named her yet. I'm thinking Hendrix Halen Michaels Rhoads Wylde, but its a girl so my family just thinks I'm insane... As usual. |
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| Bleed Black Label |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
What does, driving 4 hours, waiting in line outside for 5 hours, waiting inside for 2 hours get you...
FRONT FUCKING ROW in a full house
Black Label Society
Jesus Christ, it was awesome. The best concert I have ever been too.
Zakk Wylde was incredible.
pictures to come. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|02:30 pm] |
Deadboy and the Elephantmen tonight. Fuck yes
Dax Riggs has one of those voices that makes me cum in my pants
Twice... |
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|03:27 pm] |
Don't you find it odd that I was looking for you all night, then on my way home, I run into you???
...i picked up the pieces of my broken ego
i have finally made my peace as far as you and me go...
You better come see me sometime. I do miss you, a lot. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|08:10 pm] |
Ok, I know a lot of you hate me, think I'm crazy, lame, whatever, I don't care.
I know not many people read this, but for those of you who do, I want you to do
me a favor.
Take some pictures.
Take pictures of how you see the world. The things that make you who you are.
I want to see the world how you see it. What things represent you, what makes
you, you.
Second, take pictures of things that remind you of me. When you think of me,
what is it you see. Anything at all. Most off PLEASE, be honest. I don't care
if when you think of me you think of dead bunnies, just take a picture of a
dead bunny.
Please, please, please, I am begging you to do this. I don't care who you are.
Even if I don't know you. Even if you don't speak to me anylonger. Just do this
one thing for me.
Get these to me one way or another, post them, email them, you all know where I
work. I would really like to see these. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|02:16 pm] |
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So, I'm driving home from school today. The person in front of me throws a ton of trash out their window. Like cigarette packets, McDonald's bags, and cups. It really angered me. I wanted to shoot them. If only I had a gun. I should start my own militia... Just an idea. |
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| Upon us all, a little rain must fall |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|02:54 am] |
Just when I think I have things figured out. She has to come see me and tell me she is moving back to Tupelo.
I just erased a very long post, ranting about this subject. I figured no one would care to read, or even understand where I am coming from. That is what working long hours, and not sleeping will do for you.
I am very worried about choices. I can't make them. I am afraid. Afraid of a lot of things. I am afraid of making the wrong choice. Things like this quite possibly could affect my entire life.
Talk about confusion...
Yes I am singing, in true Robert Plant Style...
Many have I loved
Many times been bitten
Many times I've gazed
Along the open road.
...Mellow is the man
who knows what he's been missing
many many men
can't see the open road
Many is a word
that only leaves you guessing
Guessing about a thing
You really ought to know
you really ought to know |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
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I never knew that posting about how one feels at a certain time could cause such a fuss. Pretty interesting. And its not because I don't like him. I have never particuarly cared for him. Consider how many people I don't like, I don't see why this surprises some people. Sorry for writing about something that I was thinking about at a particular moment. Though, I do find it funny that I can get such a reaction out of some people. It wasn't meant as such a big deal though. And I still need an 8 track recorder. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|09:17 pm] |
UGhhhh he's so gross, why him?
The fact that moving from me to him makes me feel sick inside.
It makes me feel even lower than before.
I atleast thought I was better than HIM.
**Shivers**
I need an 8 track recorder. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Simon and Garfunkel: The Concert in Central Park | ] |
class tommorrow. 8-1:45, ughhh shoot me. AHH pics maybe uploaded to photobucket tonight???
My find in Jackson today:
rant...
Why do I let you do this to me still?
Why do I miss you so?
I gave you my heart
you never knew
you tried to ignore it
I know you felt it too
you tried to make excuses
we both try to forget
I miss:
-the akwardness
-the looks from across the room
-saying goodbye with akward hugs
-falling asleep on the phone
-asking repetitive questions that get us nowhere
I tried
I tried to move on
I don't give a fuck what they say
I fucking tried
JUST FUCKING CALL ME ALREADY
I need you |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|11:25 am] |
OH Jack Kerouac, take me away. The greatest American writer. AHHH I have read On the Road 11 times now. Still such a great book. It puts me in one of those moods though. At the same time that it gives me hope, it also depresses the hell out of me. I wish I could experience those things. I gotta get out of here. Every day, the same thing. Work, sleep, work, sleep. Sometimes I get them confused. I have noticed my life is just a pattern. Always repeating through the same shit. I don't understand? And my eye still hurts, getting better though, these damn glasses. Sorry if this makes no sense, I'm extremely tired, goin on 37 hours now with 2 hours of sleep. Damn you Mr. O for making me stay at work so late last night. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|11:08 pm] |
...Cause i don't want to hold you and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you and lose my senses
And smile in slow motion
With eyes in love
...Always find it hard to get an answer
From the harvester of hearts
Not that I have much to offer
God knows I have so much to gain
From the harvester of hearts
From the harvester of pain |
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